Move On

cliche gilosss tajuk nye pun :3
but heyy who cares ? as long as it gives 'impact' to my own heart , i may use it as i please .

alhamdulillah the last one to board dh selamat berlepas to Aussie . i wish u have a safe flight dear Nurul :)
happy for friends , of course i do . sad for my own self , yes i did . but heyy it was past tense , i DID ! i no longer do .
penat lah nk sedih2 ni , lagi penat dari buat squats (ni gara2 future housemates yg semua excited nk get fit duk sibuk plan nk exercise dgn squats bagai ni xD ) , lagi penat dari lari kne kejar anjing , lagi penat dari buat beep test mse kat mktb dulu , lagi penat dari buat star jump 100 kali , pendek kata memg penat amat lah . mentally tired is worse than physically tired tho .

so , since aq dh list pnjg2 tahap kepenatan sedih tu , buat apa nk sedih lagi ? there's a saying goes "if u don't STEP FORWARD , u're always in the same place" . meratap kesedihan x dpt fly sama2 dgn diorang tu takuk lama aq . n i've decided to step forward , to see a better future , to be more positive .
aq tau org cakap nk move on x semudah menyebutnya . but it's NOT IMPOSSIBLE !! as long as we decide to keep ourselves positive , having positive vibes around us , supportive friends n family , in shaa Allah we'll be able to step forward . and of course to have faith in Him is the most important thing to do for me n all of us to move on !

sungguh , untuk redha itu tak semudah yg dijangka . perlu courage . faith . kalau tidak , masakan semudah itu utk menenangkan kembali hati yg gundah gelana ? untuk memujuk hati bukanlah perkara yg senang , apetah lagi hati sendiri . "the hardest part to deal is to deal with yourself" nah , can u see how hard it is to get ur own heart stable after such strong wind n storm passed by ? in this situation , much encouraging words n support from family n friends are needed . Alhamdulillah , aq bersyukur atas kurniaan sahabat yg sgt supportive n always be there for me :') may Allah bless all of u . my prayer will always be with u guys . korang lah antara reasons terbesar aq utk move on .

failure is not an obstacle . mungkin aq tersentap setelah dijentik hati ku olehNya dgn ujian sebegini suatu ketika dulu kerana aq telah lama berada di atas . maybe He wants to test my faith , n keeps me closer to Him . byk hikmahnya ujian ini , n aq seharusnya bersykur dgn perhatian yg diberikan olehNya utk meletakkan aq dlm golongan hamba-hambaNya yg mampu menghadapi dan menanggung ujian ini . indeed , He is giving me what i need , not what i want . because He knows me better :)

i'm praying that Allah will remind me that His plan for me is better than my dream . keeping that in mind will help me to stay calm n rest the unstable emotion in my heart . He wants me to be in different path with them , which is better for me for sure and we not know what is coming next . for now maybe i need to keep on moving n strive for the better future . hopefully in the end we will all succeed no matter where on earth are we now .
to stay positive is a choice i guess , just don't let the negative people n negative thoughts get into ur life . but still , no one can remain positive all the time , there must be ups n downs in life . but wait , kawan kan ada , or lagi tepat , sahabat :) hopefully i'll always have these sahabat with me whenever i feel down to help me stay positive .

hopefully we'll stay positive most of the time (because it seems impossible to say "all the time" harhar) . even if we're not , remember it's life ! u'll never be above all the time n u'll not be below forever . just bear in mind that it can't rain forever , it might be stormy now but things will get better . rainbow will come out soon , or later . keep saying to urself when u're not in a good mood "this too shall pass" :)