their hope is too high .......
i
just
can't
T_T
i don't know what else to say . i just can't let them be disappointed AGAIN . they keep on reminding me to not stay long here in Malaysia (bukan x sayang tapi nk suruh fly , in case salah paham) . tiap kali call skrg ni asyik ckp tu je T.T
Ma , Ayah , me wanna fly too . that's my dream since imma small child . sungguh , akak nk fly sangat sangat . badly want it , more than u do . but i'm sick of putting high hope which in the end i'll crash into pieces (or even dust) if i can't achieve it . i know that both of u taknak akak lalai n keep on running (instead of walking) on the right track BUT that's not the way . i need ur support in this mean of time . i can barely accept the fact that i'm still here tho . by saying "jangan stay lama kat sini" in every phone call really put high pressure on me . i hardly hold tears when i talk to Ma n Ayah :'(
please , i can't stand with this anymore . i feel like crying everyday . HELP ME T.T
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